this post is 4 the time being wud explain it further later on

ok...so kekai...acc 2 me...was never bad or evil or ne thing such....she was the most amazing step mom ramji cud ever have....reasons....the ramayan u n i have heard n read till now has always been in hindi...rite???? well if u read it in the orginal txt..then several meanings cum outta it....one of them being tht...kekai had sent ram 4 a vanvas on purpose...she knew tht he had 2 face ravan...she also knew tht ram had practically no experiance of the hardships of life...coz he was the son of a king...and had led a shelterd life...he had 2 knw the pains which he cud learn ona forest only...so thts the reason y he was sent 2 the jungle....also manthra...the so calld evil servant who manipulated all of this was basically an ancient form of spy.....she had found out abt ravan...n rams purpose on earth.... apart frm tht kekai also was the wife who helpd dash in his official duties...remember she was the one who helpd him fite the war....she was a manly form of a woman...so thts y coz our society startd 2 bcum
so thts y coz our society startd 2 bcum ....a male dominated 1....ppl cudnt stand the fact tht kekai had such a strong role in ramayan....one of the main epics of our country...the ppl of the mid ages also knew tht the later gen wudnt knw ne other lang apart frm hindi...tht is so true coz even sanskrit thou widely studied...isnt the same which was there many yrs bk...it has been changed 4 the benefit of these dayz...newy...so coz of tht mostly all convertd txt show kekai n manthra in bad lite...
dnt put it in blog...there is an addition 2 it...n nope she wasnt bad.....she had 2 do tht...y else dya think ramji thnkd her b4 ne1 else......thts coz he realised wat valuable lesson he had learnt....also if she had wanned 2 hv bharat take the thrown......y didnt she push him...n in necase she knew how close bharat n ram were....plus she never did try n entice bharat ever....there is nothing in either form of txt..original or hindi....which tells us tht...so really tht reasonin of her 2 get her son on the thrown is practically baseless
2 wishes she culd ask......one of the wishes was give ram banvas....other was bharat given the thrownread again dear
........newy...yes those were her reasons....but the purpose behind it was pure...she cudnt tell dashrat the entire truth...coz he was a man who thot thru his heart n not head...he never did realise tht rams gng 2 the jungle will help the entire human race...had he been told the real reason...he wudv tried 2 protect his beloved son...so kekai needed a solid reason 2 support her want...

Some Gibberish!!!!...

I fancy myself a writer of sorts. Oh, believe me I know I am but an average writer and yet....

My friends -both in the virtual and the real world- praise me to the extent that at times I get concieted and carried away by my own thoughts.

All this is rather funny because whenever one of my "fans" show me their work I feel totally insignificant and at times even mocked at.

I suddenly feel that my work seems to be kindergarten stuff in front of those of my friends. For my choice of words I think are totally simple and usually lack subtlety (which all my friends totally agree upon).

All this is so true, and yet I always did want to keep my writings simple. It was something I admired in the poems of wordsworth. To me a poem had always been a means to express your thoughts and ideas to the people on the whole.

Wordsworth always used the language of the comman man. Beautiful thoughts and great philosophies of life were communicated in such wondeful verses, that every person who read it got enthralled by it. Yes, thats the one trait I loved Wordsworth for and kept him as my mentor unconciously.

So am I trying to justify myself? Hmmm..maybe I am, not that I claim to be a second Wordsworth (a very politically correct statement, dont u think). But I guess its either this reason or the fact that I am a totally idiotic writer with an ego of the size of a basketball. So I'd rather stick to the former idea.

Well my love affair with words began when my elementry teacher, Mdm. Perry, at UNIS made me pen stories or should I say type stories. I stuck to story writing initially, for to me poems were for the elite.

Now the person I want to thank for getting me started with poetry, is my father and of course the 3rd grade(umm...i meant the 3rd std) teacher who had asked us to make a project on pollution. It was my father's idea that I add a poem in the end for the extra mark. After a lot of bickering and point blank refusals, my father got what he wanted, and the result of which I am still considerd by the whole of my family as a poetess..(eww) and a poem which many of my siblings know by heart to date. I dont think you are really intrested in it. and yet how can I presume that you are actually reading this artcle (also as this is my space and I can do anything with it as I like). I hereby present that masterpiece:

yes unfortunatly I do remember it...ahem newyz....

pollution pollution
i hate pollution
think think think
and find a solution

noises and noises
i hate those noises
when people speak
on top of their voices

whenever i breathe smoke
in my throat i get a choke

if pollution goes on
there would be
nothing left in this world
except thorns.

all this with the elementry "thank you" of course. well thats only about how much I can put down right now. Its not that my mind hasnt got any more ideas running through it. But I think I'd keep the doses slightly light. What say you????

HAVE A NICE DAY!!!!!!